On Bad Moods
May. 27th, 2002 12:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sinjunFor some reason I'm not feeling like updating this thing much lately.
Not sure why.
Probably means I'm in a snit over something and just don't want to talk about it. Not to worry, I'll get over it. Whatever /it/ is.
I'm discovering some of the joys and headaches of staffing on a MU*, especially when there's been other staff who had different interpretations than I do. Or even than most of the current staff does. It's interesting, in some ways, but it's also aggravating and upsetting. This I don't think is what's put me into this mood. I mean, maybe it has, but I've been talking about this one. At least to some degree.
It's not the happiest of things, and I do wish it had been kept private. But it wasn't, really. It leaves me feeling caught in the middle. I've heard all sides, I think. And really, everyone has valid points. Too bad there doesn't appear to be a workable compromise.
Well, there might be, but tempers are too hot to consider that possibility.
Yeah, so I'm lying to myself and this does have something to do with my mood. I hate it when folks are depressed, even more so when it's folks I consider my friends.
Things change, or they never were what you thought they were in the first place.
But that doesn't mean anyone has to like it.
On to more amusing topics ...
With Heroes down, I was RPing Serena a little more this past week. Since I logged on and there were folks there, even. It amused me just a touch, as I instituted a plot I'd been planning for quite a while. Even got permission from Foxfire for it. So, Serena is now working her way into having the stereotypical humanoid form. Right now, she doesn't have a clue how she became human, or what it all means. Nor can she turn back into a Dragon. Oops.
Well, wouldn't want to make it too easy on the alt, would I?
Tried to rp on Two Moons, but there wasn't hardly anyone on. Lots of solo folk all off in their own little corners of the world. Boring. So, that mu* got left out.
Something else that added to my mood yesterday ... of all the folks who said they were looking for rp from me, only one showed up. I know that real life takes precedence, but there is a real person somewhere through that internet, folks. And there's only so often I will take being ditched without notice before I just stop believing.
Not sure why.
Probably means I'm in a snit over something and just don't want to talk about it. Not to worry, I'll get over it. Whatever /it/ is.
I'm discovering some of the joys and headaches of staffing on a MU*, especially when there's been other staff who had different interpretations than I do. Or even than most of the current staff does. It's interesting, in some ways, but it's also aggravating and upsetting. This I don't think is what's put me into this mood. I mean, maybe it has, but I've been talking about this one. At least to some degree.
It's not the happiest of things, and I do wish it had been kept private. But it wasn't, really. It leaves me feeling caught in the middle. I've heard all sides, I think. And really, everyone has valid points. Too bad there doesn't appear to be a workable compromise.
Well, there might be, but tempers are too hot to consider that possibility.
Yeah, so I'm lying to myself and this does have something to do with my mood. I hate it when folks are depressed, even more so when it's folks I consider my friends.
Things change, or they never were what you thought they were in the first place.
But that doesn't mean anyone has to like it.
On to more amusing topics ...
With Heroes down, I was RPing Serena a little more this past week. Since I logged on and there were folks there, even. It amused me just a touch, as I instituted a plot I'd been planning for quite a while. Even got permission from Foxfire for it. So, Serena is now working her way into having the stereotypical humanoid form. Right now, she doesn't have a clue how she became human, or what it all means. Nor can she turn back into a Dragon. Oops.
Well, wouldn't want to make it too easy on the alt, would I?
Tried to rp on Two Moons, but there wasn't hardly anyone on. Lots of solo folk all off in their own little corners of the world. Boring. So, that mu* got left out.
Something else that added to my mood yesterday ... of all the folks who said they were looking for rp from me, only one showed up. I know that real life takes precedence, but there is a real person somewhere through that internet, folks. And there's only so often I will take being ditched without notice before I just stop believing.
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Date: 2002-05-27 12:59 pm (UTC)*grins*
thanks.
Just one thing? Don't forget to take your own advice, hmm?
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Date: 2002-05-27 02:05 pm (UTC)