today live

So I did manage to haul myself out of bed this morning, but i was too zonked to see the screen straight. Alery snugged me and it took me 3 whole minutes to realize she'd said something and I was staring at the screen the whole time.

Riiiiggggghhhhhhttttt.

Time to go back to bed.

So I did. And Alery very kindly told Anahita that I'd been and gone, so she could do the same thing. Play/plotting woulda been nice, but frankly, I'm not sure I was coherent enough to come up with anything.

And now I'm at work, and I'm procrastinating. But I have to get things moving sooner or later. I just have a headache, slightly blurry vision, and brain cramps ... not to mention the wall of silence I've erected around myself today. It's thick enough you could cut with a knife I think. Not awake, not awake at all.

And yet, for some reason, i am in a mood to spew out all kinds of philosophy. Maybe because this is how I used to always feel in university at my early morning philosophy classes. the ones where Salome, Dave, Donna, and i used to sit at the back and pass notes between us, while we took apart the philosophy reading of the day. It's too bad I've forgotten all that philosophy or I'd be dangerous.

Then again, maybe i'm in the mood to spew simply because, as Ky says, it's autumn. My least favourite season of the year. The days are shortening, there isn't enough sunlight, and I always end up with that seasonal depression thing, even if just mildly.

Bright light and heat are Very Good Things.

No, really they are.