humbug

So, I wish winproxy didn't cache so much. More's the pity. What it means is that I get only one update on this stuff a day at work. Unless I can figure out how to make the silly thing give me more.

oh well, one is better than none.

Anyway, getting hungry. Work is moving ... but i'm counting the hours until i can go home. It's a looooong weekend. Bonus.

Tomorrow is family day. I get to bug kids and cousins and friends and all kinds of people. Just my sort of cup of tea.

Really.

And no, I don't want my own kids. The cats are enough trouble.

home at last ...

and FREE until Tuesday!!!!

Hurrah.

It's pouring rain out, my head hurts, and I don't care. Tonight it's time to play.

Tomorrow, family time, but that still leaves me most of Sunday and Monday to play!!!!

Yes, I'm happy, does it show?

RP!

Found some. Whoo hoo!

This is a good thing, doncha think? Somewhere to burn off all my energy ...

ooh ain't it fun

... when you get to play and play and play ...

And there's nobody to stop you or make you be a grown up? It's the sort of philosophy I really like.

Course there are a few work type things I want to get done this weekend, but I don't really care about them just now. I am going to play until i drop.

What else is there to do?

Life is a game. And at the end of the last period, it isn't the score that matters, it's how much fun you had.

Pessimistic Optimism

so what do you call it when I convince myself I'm not gonna get the fc I've apped for, so that it won't be such a crushing disappointment when I don't?

(Yes, I am still cheerful. Believe it or not.)

mastery

When I'm alone in my solitude
I feel a connection with the earth
With the grass and water
With the stars in the sky
And me

When I'm the centre of attention
When my emotions are intense
I feel a connection with the people
Those who are near
And me


When I'm focused on creativity
And challenging myself to learn
Doing things my way independently
I feel a connection
With me

When I'm balanced between
Spirit, body and mind
When the power to choose I accept as mine
That's when I'm connected
With nature, people
And me

nap? what nap?

Well, I was considering taking a nap, but I never got around to it. Oops?

Anyway, it's been fun this evening, rping with a couple of folks I don't usually play with. Or at least not too often anyway.

It was neat.

And now there's some of the usual crew back online. so, there goes the whole nap idea, right?

Fancy that.